lilmonsterfan

I honestly do know why i even bother. I know nobody is obligated to say anything , and that I've been pretty blessed. I just can help it , maybe i like there words , no i know for a fact i do . But this change. I really wish i could do this like when i was younger . For fun , to relax , get away from my trouble in go in to my imagination. Now look what I've become , obsessive of imperfections. I just really need to relax and not worry. On the other hand i feel like ive grown , each time i learn a new trick or i don't make to same mistakes huu